“You can’t jump the track, we’re like cars on a cable
And life’s like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe… just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe …”
~Anna Nalick, Breathe (2am)
The
Oprah wore off, I had an ugly day, it’s a week before testing, I want
to wring my kids’ necks, and I’m sure they’d like a crack at
mine. I’m itching to escape from my life, but this is what it is
right now. Just breathing and wondering when my real life is
going to begin …
Poisoned by Fairy Tales 
Is it spring fever? I think we’re all feeling antsy these days.I’m glad I’m not the only one who waits for my real life!! Hang in there friend
hmm yeh sis it is okay i felt that way last week so it will stop soon…on a lighter and most marvelous note
my toshi has come!!!! i mean for real….
he lives in NEW YORK manhattan…an anestheologist though he is finishing his fellowship and will specialize in alternative medicine…anestheology so to say in private practice which is extremely lucrative and is his hours… we talk all day aim email you name it…i will see him monday till wednesday and then on our off days for now…i seriously am all jumbled all day..i left half my wash at home trying to go do laundry and then started dropping my laundry everywhere..in the parking lot i saw my socks when i returned to put clothes in dryer then on way out more was left on floor woman asked if i wanted it? hhahaha i am losing it..i go to pay bills and i miss the locations and keep driving…seriously this is so out of it and he has same trouble seeing patience…thank god he is not in surgery today… but still he smiles all the time and well not listening well at work i am sure…he runs to email me or call me and tells his colleagues it is an emergency….ME and EMERGENCY…now that is cute…so katie if finally seeing what she never saw before…and i wanted to tell my twin all about it…
my toshi is here…oh he is an only child 33 and vietnamese…he is soooooo cute…and he thinks i am beautiful and i am everything…okay so what you think? hehheeeee ahhh i cant think and i got to work tonight…i am giving them notice tonight at casino and in two weeks i will take four days off go see chau and then start another job…but i seriously think new york is going to be my next home…well where ever chau goes i would go …i cant seem to function of late…
warmth and LOVE…katie
Funny that Spring does this to people. Makes us crazy. It’s Thurs already so I’m hoping by now your week has started making a turn for the better. If not remember to breathe and remember that tomorrow is Friday. Hopefully you’ll have a peaceful weekend.
hey where there’s life there’s hope, they say.(“they” can be soooo annoying!)
oh and running away has always been such a fantasy of mine… I figure after about five years or so, I can write a letter to Oprah and she can get me all reunited with my family and friends on National TV… we’ll all cry and be so happy to see each other again… if I’m gonna fantasize– I’m REALLY gonna fantasize, ya know?
i am in new york as i write this comment looking at the large window facing the new york river and the buildings below…on the 19th floor the view is
ominous!
my honey is busy with patients at the hospital and then clinic..
i am laying in my altogether and writing a new poem…
then off to some street sights till he returns and then a night out…hmm
i am very happy
just wanted you to know twin sis..
you have your toshi and now i have my chau….
ahhh life is good…
warmth and LOVE
(just because I’d thought I’d commented before…)